TiReD!!!!!!

Finally, my last training at Stadium Matsushita had over.....Yesterday....Friday is the last day. There were many things happened during this week......

Since is holiday, sure got people go vacation, go working......then they will absent for the training....This is the cause.Because many people didn't go for the training, those that present get scolded by coaches there.This incident cause the next day...only a quarter of student ( means 33 out of 120) attend.This make coaches angry....cos the formation is totally........FAILURE!!!!Look at the Malaysian flag.....a big hole on the second strip.....the Penisular Malaysia.....more worst.....33 people is not enough to make the border line of Pahang.....Then we suppose to train till 4 o clock but we 'ponteng' home at 12.00 o clock.......All this have damage our school's image......Pity my school principal......

Summore we have to learn all dancing steps. Stupid them, teach us at the last minute.....Plus those that didn't attend, dunno wat to do on Monday????On Friday, we have a last rehearsal at Stadium Matsushita.All the formation is totally failure......And on Monday, we have to go Dataran Merdeka for another rehearsal.....for three days. Then we are not trained by coaches but by army.*.*Just can't imagine , what will happen on Monday??Some get scolded by coaches also cannot stand ed.....summore if it is army.All Kwang Huarians sure will die!!!!Haizz.....have to wake up early in the morning.....early for an hour compared to usual school days.....tired =.=

Juz feel that I have know some new friends there.....some from same school and some from others.I finally know that Malaysian can live together although races are different.I knew some new friends from other classes too.Actually there are kind and friendly although they are from other classes which are not so good......:)

That's all for this, i will post if i have time.......:]

August Holiday......

Finally...today is the day.....What day??? August school holiday!!!!!

Since the first week of August, I'm waiting for school holiday....I hope that holiday will faster come!!!
Holiday suppose to be happy......but for me and some of my friends, we still have to go for training for the merdeka thingy.....no rest!!!!OMG!!!Sumtimes really hate it.......I planned to use school holiday for my studies but now all is ruin by the training leh.....just hope that i still have enough time for my final exam revision......'.' )

I realized that after go for the merdeka thing, my relationship with the teachers become more good.Like the PK teacher, she can recognise me and she knew my name oredi.....*_*...plus some other teachers, some dunno me also can talk to me like friends....so good....I alos knew many new friends there....all from other class wan....

Yesterday, our breakfast had spoilt....Luckily some of the students found out...if not...dunno what will happen. Then, one of the teachers told me that our breakfast and lunch costs 16 ringgit per day lorr........$.$I'm totally shocked.....Wat we eat everyday????Breakfast...Banana cake, kaya bread, ikan bilis bread......lunch.....rice with chicken and some vegetables while on Thursday we will eat a burger and two sausages....But.....does all this costs RM 16???I dun think so......I think it cost less than RM 7.....We all now know what happen behind all this......

They had arranged a coach for our school students.Her name is Cik Sugunah.....she is a good coach actually...She scold us because we didn't listen to her instructions....we all walk here walk there, then our attendance...haiz...not even a day will be full.....all this cause the formation to be postponed till another day.....Our principal have give us advice ed...he wants us to take care of our school's image.....try our best in the formation.....cos we all will be in the television on 31st August.....for our country's 50 years of independant.......

And my form teacher can speak chinese well ed.....:) but next time cannot talk bad bout him ed...scared he will understand......one of my fens ask him a question....quite funny...

Fren : lao shi, ni jin nian ji sui? (teacher, how old are u?)
Teacher: san ba( 38 years old)
Fren: har....ni ji sui jie hun??(har, so how old u married)
Teacher: shi ba(18 years old) After spm exam is straight away married, summore got 4 children , summore all boys..
Then he learned han yu pin yin......n finally he can pronounce my chinese name ed........

That's all for now......I will post when I'm free.....ciaozzz *.*

Wierd Feelings.....???

Today....11th August 2007....Saturday. Today I still have to attend school to replace Deepavali holidays.Really boring.....only 18 students in the class......bored,tired and busy.Bored because the class is not as usual....does not full of joy.Tired because after 5 day deformation, still have to go to school.I don't have enough rest.Busy because i still have to catch up my studies, finish my homework,still have to study in a bored class and tired mood......

Suddenly, dunno why a wierd feeling come towards me.......hard to explain.......wat's that feeling???My tears drop by itself .....Thogh i still can lied to my frind.I told her that I am under pressure....huge pressure....i couldn't finish my homework.Sorry because I had lied to her.It is not the reason actually,is juz that my tears drop by itself then i dunno what happened.If then my friends ask me what happen, I couldn't answer so I tell this lie.

Wat happened to me???I think only my mind and my heart will know,but they couldn't speak and tell me what happen....how???Now, my tears drop....by itself....uncontrolled.......Is it a hard time???

I'm seeking for answer......I think I have to face many problems....Studies,homeworks and even my friendship.....I have to sit for exam for 11 subjects......Juz wondering how much time still left for me to study for my exams???I think not even 1 month.....My friend...i knew her since we are form 1, she never understand what am i thinking.Really difficult to have a friend like that....dun understand me, have another point of view towards my thinking.Homeworks is a lot--tuition and school.Juz like a mountain ...sometimes i dun wan to look at it....but it is still there......

Still under a great pressure...wat's going to be during my year end exam??How is my result going to be??Will I fail my science subject and add maths???Still dunno......... Suddenly found out that pretending is hard and difficult.........

Still seeking for answer....wat's that wierd feeling that comes towards me today........
~kahyee~

4th day...sick...tired......discrimination

Today 8th of August.......the fourth day i was at Matsushita.....
Yesterday, I am not feeling so well oredi.....got soar throat, flu and cough.I thought it was a samll matter so I didn't take my medcine but today I wake up, I know how serious it is.Today feel so tired and still have to wait under the hot sun for the deformation.

I am suprised because we are involved in all the deformation. We joined the deformation of Malaysia flag, Penisular of Malaysia with Singapore(1957),Malaysia with Sabah and Sarawak, tengkolok, a book with alphabet DEP, a book with a picture of leaf and dunno what perpaduan.Luckily I didn't involve in the perpaduan deformation.Today we are allowed yo have our rice earlier..so happy but after eating we still have to prepare for another deformation which is a gear.We are planned to sit together at the field to wait for our turn, but at last just left our school students sit at the field. We feel so wierd and annoying for sitting there for a long time....I think almost one hour.Then we decided to leave the field but some of the coach scold us and ask us to go back to the field.We didn't bother about them and go back to the stadium to have a rest and some water.

Is this discrimmination??Most of us think so because we are the only chinese that asked to join and we are the only school that have most chinese student joined the deformation.At first, a dunno what coach always scold us without any reason.He said that we are stubborn so must be scold so that we are more discipline.Dunno what stupid explanation is that....no discipline therefore must scold.Why they didn't scold other school because most of them are just same as us.Then, they said that students in white shirts always throw rubbish everywhere. I know they maybe doesn't mean our school but in our point of view, they are trying to blame us. They also said that we try to start racial discrimination but by then, did we did that??I think NO!!!Some of our students feel boring waiting there so they bring mp3 and handphone to listen to musics.But suddenly a woman came and scold us plus she want to report us to our principle.WT*.All this are yesterday stuff, but today they are more worst. Not just only scold us but also ask us to involve in all the deformation.Later on,they only tell us that we did not involve in the deformation of gear. We are so...so angry. And some even say they didn't ask us to stay at the field,is just that we stay there by ourself.This so obviously indicates that they don't like us.

Now, students from bus 1 and bus 3 try to boycott tomorrow by not attending the training. Just wonder how will the fromation looks like if all of us absent??I think the white strips will have a hole, the Penisular of Malaysia will lost the state of Pahang, the tengkolok will look funny then the book will have a hole here and there and the perpaduan will be not united.Really want to see how it looks like.If we do this, sure all the authorities will be mad with our school. I think Kwang Hua should have a slogan. I think next time we use boo sama dia...sure 'chio' wan.If this really happen, our school principal sure will have headache and then head crack.

Really regret for going there.Cannot study and have to wait under the hot sun...like sunbathing.Damn all those pepole. We will show to them no matter hoe hard or difficult it is, we will try our best to finish all the task........Kwang Hua the best!!!aza-aza fighting!!!

~kah yee~

Second Day.....

Countdown 19 days......Today is the second day i attend the merdeka training at Matsushita.I arrive school before 7 am because we are told to. But till 7:15 am, teachers and some of the students still haven't arrive.Haiz...still dun understand why the teachers and students of our school loke to do things last minute???Why??

Today our bas teacher in-charge is Pn Umi and En Fauzi.That Fauzi is my Form 3 Pendidikan Seni teacher and I dun like him because of one incident. That incident indicates that he is hamsap and his stupid eyes.....looks wierd when he look at people.........like hungry eyes seeking for food. I always hope that he will remember me because he din teach me for 8 months.This two teacher are so lucky because we are unite and they dun have to take attendance.Because of this,we arrive Stadium Matsushita before 8 am and our bas is the fastest to arrive.

Today, another training has begin. We are confused because before that we are red strips but today we are white stripes.Dun care lah..wat colour also can..dun be yellow is ok oredi......Today is not as hot as Friday.Still got wind blowing there.After two hours, we are allowed to have our breakfast. Today we have banana cake and a box of rice with fried chicken and cabbage....n everytime the same mineral water---Sea Master mineral water.I just ate the banana cake and because i had nothing to do, so i had take some pictures.I found out that Rastom's hair is so.........like.....dunno how to explain.... :'>maybe like baby lah......That Fauzi and Rastom 'mempermainkan' me. I am suprised that Fauzi still remember me--last year 3A. I said that he teaches me Pendidikan Seni last year but he denied!!And then he say his house got two baby tiger. I ask him whether it is a fake one but he say no.Who is going to believe him??(Dunno whether that Fauzi had influenced Rastom???)OMG!!Why Kwang Hua got so many funny teacher???Never tell the truth wan......wierd??p/s:I finally touches Rastom's hair...looks like baby hair leh.....

Then after eating, another challenge comes.We got another deformation which is become Penisular Malaysia.Our school has dominate the state of Pahang.We have to sit there for dunno how long and then the sun comes out.OooooeeeeMGeeee!!So damn hot!!I can feel the heat there although I wear a cap.I just hope that 12.30pm will come faster so that I can go home fast.But time flies very slow. Luckily today we have our new T-shirt. Dunno how the shirts looks like???Dunno look nice or not??

Finally, day 2 had past......Countdown:18 days :'<

~kah yee~

First Day....

Today is my first day training at Matsushita.....I will never forget my experience and my memories there..........

My classmates and I go there by bus 2(actually is bus 3 but ah poh quickly change it because bus 3 got no air-cond)luckily......

When we arrived there, i saw many people from other schools in Selangor and Wilayah.The total students that participate is more than I thought...I was shocked when someone told me there are 5000 students but I think chinese is just from our school.....all of the students look at us like never saw people before.....

Everything is a mess....they didn't plan and organise for the activities and all those things...stupid wan. They say we involved in deformation of national flags..We hope we will not become the moon or star because have to wear yellow.Ah Poh said like banana. Some also said we will look like the Digi guy singing "I will follow you, follow u no matter where you go.....".Luckily we are white. Then they ask us to stand at the field.OMG!!Damn hot!!!After a while, we are allowed to have our breakfast. Our breakfast.....got one cake and a bottle of Sea Master mineral water.I saw other school students have their lunch together with their breakfast...wierd??

After that, i saw many boys buy food at the canteen. I suggested that we let them have the rice but one discipline taecher refused. She said have to wait until 12.30pm.I think during that time all the boys died of hunger oredi. Luckily Pn Darina and Pn Anis persue her until she say yes.Then, we have to continue to gather at the field...If I have not mistaken, i think that time is around 10.30am.....damn hot that stupid sun......???We wait under the hot sun for dunno how long.That person in charge didn't even bother about us.We are so angry and boycott them.We play together at the field, go back to the canteen..people ask us to sit..we stand...special right our school students....???

Finally, they arranged our place and we found out that we are red strips...not white..so dissapointed!!That day all kwang huarians becpme 'ang ang'.Why am i being in a string of bad luck?? i have to face a malay guy!!!Sucks!!Sure will die......After that, a malay guy ask us "panas tak??tapi tak apa kita rakyat Malaysia.Malaysia tentu panas.Tahan dulu."I feel like wan to scold him.

We finally go home at 12.30pm.I decide to bring my cap, towel and sunblock.Plus borrow sunglasses from Ellen.Without all this, I duuno how long i can survive there???

On Monday, i still have to face challenge....under hot sun..die!!

Teachers.......2007

This year--2007.......I study in 4s4......... The teachers in my class........First, who am I going to talk about????

Mathematics teacher--Pn Joharabi
I like her so much. When she teach she likes to boom our class students especially those lazy boys.She is a kind and caring teacher. She cares about our class and s4 students.She Everyday smile, looks kinda pretty.Just like what Ellen say, Pn. Joharabi's eyes are like twinkling star...shining. Sometimes she will call my name because she realised that I am falling asleep.....Hope that she will continue to teach me next year......

English Language teacher--Pn Darina
A kind teacher and I think she have experienced in teaching although she is a new teacher in our school.Good English teacher and quiet care bout our class.Never scold me although sometimes I didn't pass up my homework and my essays.Sorry ya Pn. Darina.Plus she got frenster, so 'chio'. She even add me as her fren....

Biology teacher--Cik Noretna
Good at teaching...I didn't take tuition classes for this subject and I still can understand what she is teaching. I am glad she teaches me.With full and complete notes that help me a lot especially during my exam time.....Kinda pretty when she smiles.....Plus still can tahan our class noise when she teach

Physics teacher--Pn Chong Wai Yee
I like all her dress. She is a tiny teacher and have a good taste in dresses. Sometimes couldn't understand what she teach because no detail.I coludn't answer some questions from the workbook. Very cute when she smile and now looks pretty than last time after she cuts her hair....

Chemistry teacher--Pn Hong
Can fight with Pn. Joharabi.Everyday boom us wan.At first she is my form teacher but after two weeks change into another teacher.I can understand what she teach because she explain in detail for every topic.....

And now, is about my form teacher----En. Ahmad Rastom
He also teaches me Bahasa Melayu. A new teacher and I think he just graduate from university.Maybe because he is new, most of the student like to bully him.He is 4s4 treasure.He had did a lot of things for our class.....he cover for our ponteng cases, help and care a lot bout the students.At first, i cannot tahan him because he looks like.........and his attitude towards some student.........But now, I had change my view towards him. Yi Min and Joe Ann said that he is the cutest teacher in my school....maybe because of his chubby face???Never scold us no matter how noisy our class is and act that he never mind if we pass up his work or not......actually he mind. Caring and friendly...Still not bad.

Sejarah teacher--Cik Wan Aini
Teach like a express train.Actually I didn't understand what she teach and just copy all the notes that she write on blackboard.Have to study Sejarah by myself but I really hate the topics..doesn't suits me...many boring chapters and sometimes still give a lot of exercise....

Chinese Language teacher--Pn Wong
Actually..to tell the truth..I seldom concentrate when she teach. I always do my own homework and she keep on teaching . I like the stories that she told us. All about her experience and point of view throughout a matter.But everytime during her period I feel sleepy..dunno why??

EST teacher--Pn Cheah
A highly English educated teacher. I think she dunno Chinese. Talks with a very soft voice. Her class is interesting but I couldn't hear what is she talking about.This makes EST more boring....'chim chim' English make our head spin spin...haiz....

Pendidikan Moral--Pn. Mawar
Dunno what to talk about her lah.....Everyday copy notes and if not, she will give homework.juz finish Moral folio...i hate folio.Next year still have to complete one more folio.....

Add Maths--Pn Koh
I think most of the students...........Her class is boring and all of us feels that she dunno how to teach.Maybe because we take tuition classes outside.But I found out that she is patient no matter how stubborn we are. She opens tuition class to help those who fail during exam but at last only one student attend her tuition.....so pity....

Form 1 and 2 memories

Just thinking back about what had happened during my Form 1 school life......

I still remember my form teacher is Pn Slabiah...At that time, she is pregnant and my class is full with all the naughty boys and girls.I can't even study because the class is so noisy like a morning market.All the teachers are so angry with my class behaviour...I remember that I got 5A's during my final examination and all that is through my hardwork.....study till late night because I couldn't understand what the teacher teach. It is difficult.....

Form 2:-
I think I had many sweet memories during this year......
Al the teachers are good. Pn Pramalatha is my form teacher.She taught me Mathematics...she is not bad.I still remember Pn Maria....a superb kind teacher that taught me English....miss her so much but too sad she couldn't remember me.Chinese teacher is a good teacher too.Taught me many things and I'm suprised that she still remember me (haha).Couldn't forget my Science taecher--Miss Cheng.She is humuor. I started study for my Science because I scared she will punish me if I couldn't answer her question.....This year ,I had done well in my exam.......

Busy Busy August!!

Oh my gosh...Busy august!!!
Dunno whether my decision is right or wrong????

I have joined the training for the kemerdekaan at Matsushita.....I'm looking back why I make tis decision.
At first, I decided to go with my frens but then I had change my mind....I thought it is the end of the story....
But a few days later, I decide to go because that Pn Liew say no matter what happens oso cannot study for one month..got sijil, allowance,T-shirt and those things...PLUS cannot study....so decide to go
Right now, I have a little regret for my decision....
Everything change, those that stay in school will continue study and now I will DIE!!!
Now I am extremely worried bout my studies and my final exam.My final exam will start at 18 September .After I finish tugas rasmi, I just left half month to catch up my studies.Dunno how to solve my problem right now????
Tsu Qi , Ellen and See Hoi have promise to 'pia'(study) with me together after kemerdekaan stuff.I am glad i have two such good friends.Even Ah Chia promise he will help me in my studies. Pity Wan Jing because I will ask her to tutor me especially my science subjects and add maths(she is too great in all these subjects).Plus Guat Ru and Chia Wen will borrow me notes. Feel so happy because many frens around me that is willing to help me.Thanks ya my frens....

Sometimes just feel like wan to cancel all my tuition classes--physics,BM,chemistry,add maths and account...very tired after school and still have to attend tuiton class...Plus got many homework..school homework and tution homework....boring.Untill now...i still got chemistry and account homework haven't finish..dunno how many months oredi???I think two months or more...haizzz..hate my life right now.Everyday I promise myself I will finish all my homeworks...but till now still cannot finish.

After kemerdekaan training, I still have to continue tuition classes.Juz dunno whether I can tahan with all this busy work.How to coop with my time, studies, homework and tuition classes.Scare that I will break down one day....Worry many things.Never have a peace day since January.Worry bout my studies, exam results, relationship with my frens, homeworks............too many.When will I have a peace day and away from all the problems that I face.Sometimes just feel that one of my friend that I knew since Form 1 didn't ever understand me.It's difficult to talk to her right now..

Hope that everything will be OK this year and all my problems will be solve.....Hope so ya.
~Kah Yee~

My first blog!!!!

This is my first blog.I used to have a msn space but it is so difficult to sign in..have to wait for a long time.
Therefore, I asked Ellen bout her blog n then I decided to create a blog here!!!